It's so nice to hear from you. And glad you are picking up the broken pieces. Take care and give Adrian a big hug from all of us here. Wishing you only the best.

He is doing Very well and really likes it here. Yeah he does get a bit "Homesick" from time to time and tells me he misses his Mommie! I tell him I know that you do and I do to! ALOT! I try to take Cathy's ashes that we have with me to "special things" he does. Kinda of feels right to me. and helps me to stay connected with her I think.

We are "plowing through" there is no moving on in the sense folks seem to think...I thought that way once myself. No longer. it is liek there is this BIG SNOW drift that you can only lower the plow and hammer the gas pedal and smash it head on and keep going, sometimes faster and most times..very slwoly almost to the pint of stopping! But it is a way each of walks and some do better than others. I had time to get ready...even though it did kick me in the backside at about 3 months. But I had a "visit' from her to let me know it would be fine and that I would be OK! Strange but true! Shortly after...Jill and I met on the Website and started sendign e-mails. She is so much like Cath it is scary sometimes! Anyways..... Thank you all for making Cathy feel alive when she was here. She made soem really neat things from ideas she got here..most of them were "gifted out' to folks who she knew would love them! take care one and all. Arron(Cathy's still here guy)

Hope you all can read "between the lines" some of my typing is not the best! I try to go to fast sometimes and I screw up alot of the words and sometimes I miss a few of them to correct. :)

I know it was a tough year for you, but you need to take it day by day. The first couple of years are really hard. Hey at least you had a "visit" from her and I am sure she sent Jill to you also. You know that she wouldn't want you to unhappy and down all the time. I would like to believe she wants you to move on. Take care

Thank you for the update! I'm glad to hear that you have survived this very tough year!