jljack,
hugs to you!
Sometimes I feel like it's just not worth the hassle anymore.
But, I love the people here, so not sure what to do yet.
For me, it was 3 swaps in a row of sending quilts, then having to bother Chele (alot) because my partners were not responding, etc.... 2 eventually came through.
June was very good. Ended up doing 4 swaps (1 was from May that was a no-show)
Sorry for rambling on...having one of those days.