Just don't give up! The advice about on line info is great there are any number of tutorials and on line free classes out there and most are very helpful-the other idea about a buddy is good as well-you might try finding a group or starting one with someone who has some experience, not just to teach but just to be available for help and suggestions-I'm in a small group that meets once a week at one of our churches and some are experienced and some beginners but it's great-no one wants to actually teach but they are all willing to help - again, don't give up-you'll find we are our own worst critics! :lol: