I so understand the loss of a best friend. My Cuddles passed away a couple of years ago and I still miss her terribly. We have not gotten another one yet because we have Jasper who is now 13 years old. He is having trouble jumping up the step to get in the house thought we were going to loose him in April when he got so sick, but he finally bounced back after treatment and yogurt. he had fun eating people food. Will be praying for peace in your loss.