Go and if you do not like it you can leave! . I am a "weird loner" too and if I waited around on someone to go with me I would never leave the house lol. If I were close to anything like this I would go. To bad I am not in Cali I would be your retreat friend . I always go to shows alone and I do feel like I stick out too, everyone is all chatty around me but guess what , I don't care anymore
Because I enjoy it .