Not so much crabby but I experience a deep in the center of my being longing to create. Sewing is my place to express my creativity and imagination. I am a traditionalist in my quilting choices but the stimulation of blending colors and the exercise of putting small pieces of fabric together to make a whole piece makes me just feel so good, fulfilled and mentally strong. Yes, I need a sewing, quilting, planning fix every couple of days or my days just are not complete and I not at my best.