Oh Dwina, does it ever stop for you??. You need some bright sunshine, and warm weather and warm hugs from too. So sorry about your uncle. If you were here, we could sew together and I could cheer you up. Big hgs going your way. If you choose to drop out, don't worry, you can still come and visit. Maybe drop out this month, get everything settled and relax and just chat to catch up with us. we'll understand that you need time to breath and relax some of this stuff away. A hot tub would help you right about now. ((((HUGS)))) Lynnie