Schill93, that was my story also, but 15 years ago I bought a Supreme Slider (or Glider, can never remember correct name) a slippery plastic sheet to put on the bed of the machine. That somehow finally let my hands & brain work together. I used it until I wore it out, was going to buy another then realized I no longer needed it.
To me, doing the FMQ is the fun part, I love it, I put on an audio book, start FMQ and in my happy place!