Dear Friends.....<br><br>
Christmas time for most of us is our favorite time of year but for many it becomes a very sad and difficult time to struggle thru after you have lost a loved one. I know this may not have much to do with quilting but Please read what I have to share with you so that you may find your Christmas spirit again. Perhaps you have not lost a loved one...Well then maybe you can share this with some one that has and make a big difference in their holiday.<br><br> I lost my Dad about 20 yrs ago and found that Christmas had a whole different meaning now. Instead of the the warm holiday spirit that my family always enjoyed with a great passion it was replaced with such a huge sadness and painful emptiness that was unbearable and seemed to grow worse when each holiday rolled around.<br><br> I began what I call my Christmas tradition that has helped me find my Christmas spirit and with each year it has grown and once again I am able to enjoy the holidays. It all began a few years after I lost my Dad......I still had to go thru the motions of Christmas because I had two little girls and so tried very hard to hide my pain. I used to love Christmas but now had grown to hate this time of year. I had to shop for Christmas gifts for the children but avoided the Christmas department with all the decorations and such like they were selling the plague! And then they would play that Christmas music thru out the store that was sure to have me standing in the middle of Walmart crying my eyes out. Sound familiar, or perhaps It's just me.<br><br> It is kind of hard to buy wrapping paper with out entering the dreaded Christmas department so I intended to make this quick. As I made my way back down the aisle with paper in hand a little gold trumpet caught my eye, not that I was looking for anything but it kind of jumped out at me and said, DAD! My father was a musician and among the many intstruments he played the trumpet was what he had played since he was a young boy. Tears welled up in my eyes and felt the urge to just flee out of the store but instead I picked up the little trumpet and wept in the middle of Walmart yet again.<br><br> I bought the ornament and hung it on my tree that year. I still had many episodes of tears thru out that holiday but each time I looked at Dad's trumpet hanging on the tree I felt as though in a way he was with me that year. The little gold trumpet is a tribute to his memory and began the healing of my Christmas spirit. I have since each year bought an ornament or some sort of decoration in memory of my Dad. I can't tell you how much that has helped me and brings a warm and happy feeling to my heart each year. I am doing something with that grief and have found a way to still include my Dad's memory in my holiday celebration! He would not have wanted me to let my holiday spirit die with him.<br><br> I since have lost my Mother as well and each year I buy an angel in memory of her. Many others have adopted my tradition the past couple years and found that this has helped them as well and with each year their hearts and Christmas spirit heals a little more with each holiday. I now have what I call my tribute tree. It is a little not quite 3 ft artificial tree that I sit on the end of my dining room table that sits in front of the window. It takes me about 3 hours to decorate it carefully each year with the many ornaments I have collected for Dad, Mom and a few other loved ones. I even found some little guitars last year for my uncle Bob. It does not make me sad but is decorated with love and great memories of each person and pet. Memories of great Christmas's of years ago. <br><br> Yes....I even have ornaments in memory of my horse Cherokee and "Gumpy" my cat. Hey, what ever helps us thru a difficult time, I say, do it! Our pets become as family members and is painful to lose as well. Gumpy had a favorite green bulb he would steal off the tree. He is no longer with us but his favorite bulb is still hung on the tree inspite of all the scratches on it. I wrote his name with Elmers Glue on the bulb and sprinkled glitter on it so it now bares his name.<br><br> I know that you are probably thinking nothing could help the dreadful pain you are feeling with each day as the holidays approach but believe me you would be surprised how a tiny symbol of your love and memory of your loved one will give you just the little shove you need to begin to heal. My Aunt Mary loved Cardinals so my cousin Judy buys something with cardinals each Christmas. Think of something that reminds you of that person and go buy that ornament today. I know that I can not be the only person that has stood in a department store during the holidays with tears in her eyes. You are not alone!<br><br> Share this post with anyone you like. My hope is that my tradition will help others this holiday. If you would like to contact me about my tradition please PM me HUGS Corry Geissinger |
You have truly touched my heart this morning. Thank you for sharing.
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Thank you - I like your tradition - and I can see how it would help one "get through"
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what a wonderful way to turn sadness into happy memories - thanks for sharing.
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I have ornaments I bought in my dad's memory too, they do help. (((hugs)))
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thank you so much for sharing your tradition. Each year i looked first thing for a gingerbread ornament for my sister, she passed away 2 years ago and i have avoided ornaments since then, i think this year i will go buy a gingerbread one for her and put it on my tree. thank you.
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Originally Posted by thequilterslink
thank you so much for sharing your tradition. Each year i looked first thing for a gingerbread ornament for my sister, she passed away 2 years ago and i have avoided ornaments since then, i think this year i will go buy a gingerbread one for her and put it on my tree. thank you.
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What a beautiful tradition :D:D:D
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That is really awesome! I to have a very hard time with the Christmas spirit, I lost my mom right at Christmas and it just has never been the same for me even though it has been many years now. Thank you for the inspiration to try and change that.
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Corry, what a beautiful post! Oh my gosh, I hardly know what to say. I am sooooo glad you found some way to help the grief and sadness of losing your loved ones.
I have photo ornaments of many of our beloved pets who are gone and it makes us happy to see the little faces each year. They brought us so much joy. |
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