I did find that list, and don't see it there, either. It is in my computer, though, because I managed to do some kind of search within my computer (not the one which is at the bottom left corner), and found it that way, but couldn't open it. It's frustrating to be so computer illiterate!

Find the email in your trash file (in email) if you deleted it and click on it again. When the pattern opens it will be in pdf format. right click on the page and select save as. Save it on your computer someplace you can find it again. I made a new file folder on my desktop and named it Quilt Downloads for quilt pics and patterns. Everything I download goes in that folder.

if you use Firefox, all of your recent downloads can be found on the top right of the url line. just find it listed and then click on it. once you download it, you should save it to another location on your computer