i think that is really normal and you shouldnt beat yourself up for it...when i get like that i just cant get it together..so i stop for a few days and then i go and make a purse or a table runner or sew up a skirt or pair of pants and that usually does it for me..one of my friends alternates between quilting and knitting..plus i think most of us need a purpose to quilt..a birthday or baby shower or wedding gift or whatever..best of all..maybe this site will do it for you..good luck and dont give up