Try not to kick youir self to hard. we all have times like this. yes I have used the seam ripper alot. but you learn from your mistakes. at least I do. I made a puffed quilt a year ago , It would,nt fit in the washing machine , so guess what? I had to take it apart and make it a little smaller. so dont get discouraged, you will get back in the mode when you are ready. Mary