Hang in there. I haven't quilted for awhile when at that time I was a newbie then I quilt and about 2 years ago picked it up again, Now I have Arthritis in my hands so some things I now cant do. I have made about 5 quilts and last was a quilt as you go and that was a learning experience for me I was glad I was thru with it. I didn't get all the directions properly I may try it again You will learn.