Hi , I have been doing the same thing about my quilting. Like you, I was watching a video on my computer the other day and this lady is suppose to be one of the best and as I was watching her, she went outside of the block into the saashing with her quilting. I was just in shock. That's when I thought, Wow, I should stop beating myself up because my quilting wasn"t as good as I want it to be. Hope to get better at it as I do more.Have a great day and let us both enjoy our quilting as we learn.