I'm happy for the special deliveries that you got in the mail. Aren't Sterzings the absolute best? :D
I am sorry for your "separation" from your job. :( I, too have lost my job for getting injured while on the job. :( Unfortunately for everyone, it IS legal for these companies to "release" you for getting injured. Most states have lots of loop holes that they can cover themselves with. Unfortunately Iowa is one of them and is also a "right to work" state. The workers compensation laws in ALL states need to be revised to protect employees!! Ask me how I know, since I've been going to drs for over 1 1/2 years for the same injury and now may be reinjured due to physical therapy that the dr sent me to!!!
As for keeping the go...that is a hard decision that you alone will have to decide if it will be feasible for your current budget.
Good luck with the things you decide and enjoy the sterzings :D