It is a bitter sweet time, but God has everything in control. I wish my son lived closer, I have to travel to Guatemala to see my family there. I have a 2 grandsons (1 new) that I havent been able to see and hold yet, and the other just turned 4 and has started school for the first time. If it wasn't for my faith, it would be extremely difficult.I havent been there for 2 yrs. So I can relate when it comes to your children. I would love to make you some blocks so that you have something to look forward to from the Bee swap. Blessing and will keep you in my prayers. Barb