So sad today...
My special friend that I told you about decided that I am not worth her time anymore.
Night before last I took a brave step and decided to share with her that I have a mental illness. I felt like she had the right to know about it sooner rather than later.
All she did was ask exactly what my symptoms were with the schizophrenia and she has not responded to my email.
I think the ultimate irony is that when you are gay you deal with people making judgments about us just based on our sexuality. She is one person that has experienced a lot of that and yet here she is making judgments about me.
Ugh. So so sad tonight.
I am taking my meds a bit early tonight and going to go to bed to watch tv and hopefully fall asleep sooner rather than later.
Missy