My husband was in the Air Force for 23 years so I feel your pain. It's so hard when you are mom and dad both. Unless they have been in the military, most people do not understand what you are going through. It gives me a whole new respect for single moms. Hang in there. I know it's rough but tomorrow is a new day. Go do something fun for yourself or with a friend who understands. Please thank your husband - and you - for serving. People don't realize that we serve too.