I am so sorry! My dad was AF 20 years. Me too--AF Brat. I don't understand all you are going through, but I will be here for you if late at night you need to vent--just PM me and we can talk--I'll listen and you can rant!
You are a strong person who just had a bad day. If you weren't strong you would not have married a military man. Life is good--just do your best and ask for help. People are out there to help--you just have to find them and ask.
Carol from NC