Brenda you don't say how long you have been quilting.
It seems like you have a lot on your plate. 2 machines a
longarm 13 or so quilts. My feeling is you are trying to do
so much at once it is just getting you down.
Dont make any rash choices. You and your beau take a
couple of days away together and dont stress about your
sewing. Maybe you can get a new outlook no things.
Dont jump into a decesion you wont be happy about later.
Make a rag quilt for the two of you to curl up under and
watch your favorite movie. Just let the stress go and
enjoy.
Stay strong and Im sure you will find your neich.