Thank all of you so very much. All your prayers and condolences do help me through. I thought I would be stronger than this and it would not dig so deep but I was wrong after going through all his pictures and his high school stuff I just lost it and am still a mess. Picking out a card for his family today was so hard. I'm suppose to wright something but how do you tell about your big brother there are no words for me to find to express it...