I feel your pain on June 23 After Many months of watching my 23 year old Daughter destoy herself with Alcohol, I did not sleep I did not want to do anything but control her from hurting herself or God Forbid somebody else. On 6-29 She was admitted to Hazelden Treatment Center. I slept all night long that night. Last Sunday after many hours of me crying and feeling that somehow I was to blame for her addiction, I got a call from her and her counselor, "Mom, I'm and Alcoholic! And IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT"
Im back to living a life I knew before she admitted this, Quilting Sleeping etc... I still worry, but when you put it into God's Hands All seems better.
Quilting is my Pscho Therapy, Let yourself mellow into your work. It is Therapy!!! Many Hugs Linda B