I haven't read all the other posts so forgive me if this is a repeat.
Sometimes the same thing happens to me- and sometimes if I put it away for awhile I come back to it and realize I do like it- sometimes not.
No matter what- you've gained experience, increased your skills so nothing is a total waste. That's how I look at it :D
I think it's beautiful both ways but I'm not you! :D
And here's a big HUG
Sue