Gai thank you for your response. You are right as her caretaker and friend I feel responsible for everything that happened, from deciding to breed her on and I took that responsibility seriously.
I knew when I broke that sac and felt the first time that this was THE WORST possible position.
The key to a well run breeding facility is management, management, management.
This time my luck just ran out. A friend of mine said after I checked the position I looked up into the camera with such pain and just shooked my head no.
To wait so long and then have not only a dead foal, but to loose the mare is excrusiatingly painful.
We learn to realize a dead foal is possible, just not the mare.
Thank you for your very kind words.