OK take a deep breath, we're all here to help you!!!
I looked in your "blog" and see a bunch of stuff that you have saved. There's a few different ways to get to it, here's one. Click on the word "BLOGS" in the black stripe up near the top of the page, then click on "My Blog".
Is this the stuff you're looking for? Post again if not, and I, or somebody else, will be around to help. It's all here, just takes a little bit to get used to the new look and feel....I love it!