I have for many years bought my own birthday, Christmas & Mother's Day gifts. If I didn't, I wouldn't have anything except what my kids gave me. I started doing this after sitting through a Christmas morning everyone opening present after present, that I had bought & wrapped while I had one little present. I decided that was enough of that! So while shopping for everyone else, if I saw something that I liked & knew I would use, I got it & wrapped for me from "Santa"! Don't feel guilty one bit! I do everything for the holidays & feel I earned what I got! Plus it always makes me smile when I use it!