I bought a HandiQuilter Avante 18 about a year and a half ago. I was hesitant to use it at first, but that's the only way you're going to get past your inhibitions. I won't say I had buyer's remorse, but I did do some 'figuring' in my head that I could quilt 2 quilts a month a make my payment, so there's your justification. If you need to practice to get acquainted with your machine, get 2 old sheets and put some inexpensive batting between them and then just play with it. You'll get better with it over time; just take a deep breath and relax. Enjoy your new toy!