Susan,
Many if not all of us have been concerned about your well being. Thank goodness you are ok. You are right in that I have no idea what you have been through but please know that my thoughts are with you and wish you nothing but good thoughts and a speedy recovery. It's hard not to have negative thoughts after so much time has passed.
Stand in swap hostess is fine by me. Just let me know what I can do to support whoever to make it happen.
Thank you all!