I think it is beautiful. The problem is you have worked on it so long and so hard that you can't stand it now. Put it in a box and put the box on a shelf. Leave it there for 6months to a year. Then take it out and look at it again. I think you will see the beautiful quilt you have created and be anxious to finish it. When I have been frustated with a project that is what I do and 9 times out 10 I finish it. Only a begger man's quilt of hexagons have defeated me.