Jnct14-- i, too, am sorry for your hard times! Being an adult is so often the pits. I try to act grown up only when completely necessary and unavoidable. My dr years ago, when i told him i was depressed, looked at my list of 'stuff' that I was dealing with, told me that sometimes we are just plain sad, with reason to be! If it helps, we want you, and care about y, and so many of us have been in your shoes. Hugs, honey! Pm any time. I don't have answers, but i listen really well!
your quilts are beautiful , and i know that wall hanging is going to delight someone here very soon! Congrats on all your prizes!