I so much long for the day when I can retire....I find myself tearing up every morning at 5am when I have to get up and drive 40 miles to a job I'm so tired of doing.....I am eligible for retirement but I don't think it's the best time to retire....not until my car is paid for and a couple more cc bills....then maybe. I wish my co would pay me to leave...and then I'd be out the door in a flash...no looking back. I have so much life to live ahead of me and I feel like my job is holding me back!!!! ugghhh....>