I can relate to your situation, when I started to quilt after my DH passed, I had no one to guild or help me so I subscribed to MStar quilt Co and watched every tutorial Jenny made, I sure learned a lot!! I also Joined this board which has been so much help. The people are always there to help you through the problems and give advice. I read it daily. good luck with Your venture. There is a wealth of knowledge at your finger tips. Don't give up.