so sorry to hear that Terriamn...I was hoping the economy would get better but its worse than ever around here. Factories closing, business moving, bakery closed...and there is nothing else for folks around this area. I feel so sorry for you and your family...went thru it when Catapillar laid off my son, daughter in law was pregnant, they had 3 kids between them already. I understand the crying. PLEASE try to think positive...I know it will not be an easy time but I know a LOT of women on here that will be praying for you and your family!! Hugs!