I completely understand how you feel, I bought a Bernina 750 DSM last October, after the excitement of getting it, fear settled in. I couldn't even sleep a for a few nights, I was terrified I had spent too much money...I could have bought a very nice machine for much less money...etc. It's been six months and I love it, I realized I seem to be better at quilting with this machine..due to the BSR, walking foot etc. I am over it now.