If it makes you crazy, I can relate.
Have you tried finding the official blue color online anywhere?
I think it's just super you're doing this... but you need to feel *really* good about what you're doing, too... and if this sets you off to feeling less than wonderful about it - then there's your answer.
If money is in the way of getting the blue... please send me a PM... I'll help you out a little.
The "other" Sally