As the others have said - you have to let it go.
I've had the same problem recently with a plain ivory Kona when adding the triangles for a quilt on point. Had to rip these off a couple of times as I didn't realise these little suckers had to go the other way on the bottom half - duh!
I agonised over which side was the right side, until I eventually I took a deep breath and didn't think about them - life's too short, lol. Happy quilting!