Oh yes, I clearly feel the same about everything you said. I did love shopping for fabric and have way more than I will ever use. I have donated quite a lot of it when I moved and now I have a great time sewing. I have room now and can layout the blocks and view every step. In the past couple of weeks I have finished 5 quilt tops and working on more unfinished projects I started. It feels great to see these items nearing the quilt it stage. In my shopping days I lacked buying quilt backings so I will have to go out soon and shop for some but a limited budget has forced me to think more creatively. Yippee, I am enjoying the process and don’t worry about when I am gone. I know my kids will put my stuff either to good use or to a good cause. So just have fun while you can. Worry never gets us anywhere, just headaches. Peaceful times to all. <3