reading all this makes me afraid to join a guild - though I have been hoping to find a group of some kind - nobody understands my passion or the joy I get from this. I am just a begginner but have a zillion ideas flashing around in my head. Love this on line forum - but would like some human contact oo!
ANYWAY - this is supposed to be about you! I am so sorry that happened to you. Mean people .... well they do not make this world a better place. I am guessing there was some missunderstanding somewhere along the line! I wouldn't have the guts to do it - but maybe you should just ask somebody what the problem is/was?