My heart goes out to you. It is an overwhelming experience. I was relatively young @ 29 when first diagnosed and am a 2 time survivor. After both radiation and chemo I have been cancer free for 20 years. A support system is very helpful, but a positive attitude is a must. I am in the medical field and am a firm believer of "mind over matter" making situations better. Hang in there & BE POSITIVE. You are in my prayers.