Dearest Gwyn,
I just found this thread. Had no idea all this was happening to you.
I am so truly sorry for your loss.
You and the family are in my thoughts and prayers.
One moment, one hour, one day at a time is sometimes all you can handle. Go with confidence and your faith. God IS good and in His loving lap and the embrace of His love is the best place to be.
((((hugs))))