Sorry you are in this tight situation. I just want to encourage you. Before you know it... 17 or 18 years will be gone in a flash! Children do not stop growing while we go through our own trials. Once you are out of your small trailer.. you will look back on these times as wonderful memories. A longgggggggggg time ago I lived in a 8' x 35' trailer and I have fond memories... Now, not then... of the trailer days.