I really wouldn't let it worry you. Quilting should be fun. With the death of your sister you are still trying to put your life into some kind of order again. That project just might seem overwhelming to you right now. Do a small project to get back into the swing of things...something that won't take long for you to accomplish. You will finish it one day. Just don't make it feel like something you HAVE to do right now. Prayers for your loss! SMILE