My suggestion is to choose a few colors of fabric you just love. choose a block you'd like to try. maybe cut out one pattern. Maybe you don't need to sew it today. All it takes is one step at a time. Now all of us quilters are not looking over your shoulder. We are sitting right with you whispering encouragement. Then come back to the board and let us know how you are doing. We will be hear. We will listen.