How did/do you deal with it? I met her after my mom passed away , so she became mother, friend, sister etc to me. She didn't sew but so Loved to see what all I made and made me feel good about it when I felt I was doing it wrong. She died Sat. Stroke and when she fell she fractured spine and infection/gain green (sp) set in. I'm just lost. Thanks for letting me talk it out.