I know, yesterday, I started stippling my lap quilt I had planned to give to my dil for Christmas, I got half way through it and now am creating "eyelashes" darn it!!!! I could have cried, why why why???? I know how you feel, I also know, tomorrow is a new day and I will somehow find the energy to rip it all out.No fun thinking about it even! Don't give up! There will be a better day and you will learn from this. Just don't give up please! Stop and take a step back! Give it some time, and try again!