I am amazed!! Thanks for sharing your thoughts, for your candid welcome to this forum and for all the great ideas you poured here that I will implement for sure.
For sure my "problem" is not solved but I can start practicing other ways to see how it goes. I liked the idea of putting together "projects" for future with the magazine or pattern in shoe boxes. mmmmmm.... if this is a disease - incurable- let's accept it and move on...
THANKS ALL, I am so happy I found this forum. See you!!
andrea