i have been feeling this way for a while now. cant figure out why. i did manage to get out a ufo (oversized queen). i cleared out the dining room and am in the process of basting that baby. I DO NOT WANT TO DO IT. i am hoping that i will start to relax and enjoy the mindless joy of hand basting this gigantic sucker on a bunch of 6' tables. even if it's 15 minutes at a time. that may grow into a peaceful afternoon. take it easy on yourself.