Originally Posted by GrammaNan

Yep, that is why I am medicated. I love the planning and the scheduling and talking about it on the phone but when it comes to getting in the car to go, my head is full of excuses not to go or not to have someone come over. I cannot tell you how many times I have canceled things at the last minute because of anxiety AND I don't even miss it! I have finally learned to tell people when I meet them that I am that way and not to take it personally. Some understand, some don't. Oh well, I do much better on line than in person.