I am so sorry that life has handed you some lemons lately. just remember that lemonade is a wonderful drink. Pull closer to God and you will find strength. as for the seizures and the colestral, I would defiantly do your research on it all. I have family on my dads side that has grand mal and petty mal seizures. and you must learn the antidepressants. they many times make seizures worse. my grandma went on one and it really threw her for a loop. she ended up having absent seizures. and this little boy I know as well as my cuz were on these seizure meds and they made the seizures worse. so when they give you a scrip, take it to the internet and look it up. and find out everything that you can on it before you take it. good luck and i will be praying for you if that is okay.