Marcia, you and your church family are in my thoughts and prayers. I cannot even imagine the pain you have all been through.
Quilting has been my lifeline for several years. It is the one thing that gets me out of bed since my husband died. Everyone around me told me I should be comforted knowing that he had been in so much pain and was ready to go. He might have been ready, but I was not ready. I don't know how I would face each day alone without quilting to comfort me. It is therapeutic to make quilts that will bring happiness to others.
I am almost ready emotionally to begin a quilt made from his cotton shirts. I think this will also be good therapy for me.